I know it can be frustrating waiting for the apocalypse , its like a slow motion train wreck watching this thing unfold and for those of us that have been awake for a while it seems like eternity. It seems strange to want the apocalypse to come , but I guess it all depends on how you define the apocalypse. Once your awake its really hard to go back to sleep no matter how hard you may try.
Most of us right now are just trying to survive , we no longer think in terms of , when will I retire , or what will I be doing in 2 years. Most of us are learning the art of taking it one day at a time out of absolute necessity , or we would go insane. So an actual shift has occurred if you think about it , by necessity we are forced to learn to live in the moment, I love the way universe uses everything.
But I still find myself day dreaming about the apocalypse , waiting for its arrival, as if it means I will be going on a giant holiday. Apocalypse When ? When is it going to happen ? When is something going to happen ? Ok I better zoom in a bit more , maybe too much big picture thinking. There are things happening everywhere , the world is flooded with things happening , but when is something going to change , when are we going to stop fighting , stop killing each other . That’s what I am waiting for !
So each day I get up hoping the stock market will crash, and the dollar will collapse and the world will have to wake up and smell the insanity that we call civilization. There has to be a better day , a better way , of living , of being “Human”. Sure we are infinite consciousness , we are universe personified , so if this is all just entertainment , lets change the fricking channel …please !
